2008/11/14 17:26:49 <Marathoner325> What kind of state do you think the Maratho community is currently in?
2008/11/14 17:26:58 <ukimalefu> very active
2008/11/14 17:27:04 <Marathoner325> yeah
2008/11/14 17:27:19 <ukimalefu> for such an old game anyway
2008/11/14 17:27:28 <Marathoner325> The CLIQUE is kind of ruining it though :P
2008/11/14 17:27:38 <ukimalefu> clique?
2008/11/14 17:28:04 <Marathoner325> http://clique.jonirons.net/
2008/11/14 17:28:41 <g pack> hi yone!
2008/11/14 17:28:51 <yone> hey! G pack!!!
2008/11/14 17:28:56 <ukimalefu> YUCK!
2008/11/14 17:29:01 <ukimalefu> that link
2008/11/14 17:29:02 <Delphi> oh lawl
2008/11/14 17:29:08 <Marathoner325> lol
2008/11/14 17:29:22 <ukimalefu> MARATHON STORY FORUM FOREVAH!
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December 9, 2008
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CLIQUE Goals: So far so good
November 14, 2008
November 7, 2008
More on Buddhism and #alephone
As always, anyone who knows a thing or two about Buddhism should go easy on my phrasing; I don’t mean to communicate a completely coherent Buddhist doctrine, I just mean to pull out some important points.
Buddhism, at its core, is about untangling oneself from the world, and the notion of using rituals is a contested one. It is famously said that, through the progression of Buddhism, one sees a mountain as a mountain, then one sees a mountain as something other than a mountain, and finally one sees a mountain as a mountain. In some schools of thought, rituals are too worldly and suggest that there is some doing that can be done to pull back the veil of reality. In other schools, rituals are used to point the minds of students in a particular direction, guiding them toward enlightenment. In particular, some rituals are designed to aid the student in pulling back a small part of the veil; rituals involving, for example, one’s bowl, and ritualistic meditation allow the student to focus on a piece of his reality, rather than working on the whole of the universe.
Meditation is also a central part of the ritualistic Zen Buddhist lifestyle, particularly zazen, sitting meditation. The practitioner sits with a straight back, folded legs, and lidded but not closed eyes, a posture designed both to center and to keep one wakeful. Sometimes, after several consecutive, lengthy sessions of zazen, the student may become tired and fear falling asleep. In Soto Zen, between sessions, the one meditating can bow his head and fold his hands, requesting to be stuck on the back with a stick by the watchful Zen master. The stick, called a keisaku, is light and flexible, and as the student exposes both shoulders in turn the master deals light licks, stinging but not causing any permanent damage.

It is, again, not difficult to see the analogy to #alephone. Ray has already remarked on this, in vocabulary not quite so flowery, though you can hear the love in his voice when he writes, “Thermoplyae has your best interests at heart, so you should graciously accept any kicks he gives you.”
We’re all in 4GET together.
more on the status of marathon
YOU’VE LOST THAT LOVIN’ FEELIN’
WO-AH THAT LOVIN’ FEELIN’
YOU’VE - LOST - THAT LOVIN’ FEELIN’
NOW IT’S GONE, GONE, GONE
WO-AH-OH-AH-OHOH
September 28, 2008
Wrk’s Diary Entry
Irons’ diary post about 4GET MARARTHON got me thinking, and I just now remembered something that had somehow slipped out of my mind completely in the last year or so. At one point, I was ready to 4GET marathon myself.
I’m just going to start out with some history, since most of the people reading this (are there any?) probably weren’t around to know about this. When I first joined the marathon community, I was not a mean person at all. Ok, sure there were a few really annoying people here and there that I wasn’t very nice to, but overall I was a pretty supportive person. I remember helping countless people set up mac emulators so they could map on windows. Anyone new that came by the AIM room, I was more than willing to answer any questions, no matter how trivial. I had a really good connection and could host large games with no problems.
Some time after I had made CTF and all of my CTF maps, my connection got too crappy to play games, and the fun had died out of the game. I was ready to leave the marathon community. But here’s where it gets interesting. Just for the hell of it, I remember making a concious decision to turn into a total jackass and just wait for everyone to get fed up with me. The goal was to have everyone so pissed off at me that I’d have no good reason to stick around, even if I wanted to. On the pfhorums, I just started posting vicious attacks at people for little to no reason just waiting for one of them to snap. All I was waiting for was someone to stand up for themselves and fight back. Something along the lines of “Who the hell do you think you are to tell me this?” The problem is, that never happened. No matter how mean I was, no matter how little of a reason I had, no one ever stood up to me. I remember being very disappointed every time someone said “oh, I guess you’re right”, and I was determined to just keep trying. Any time someone did stand up for themselves and fight back, it was pretty much always directed toward Ryoko, which I could never understand at all.
Due to no one ever giving me the reaction I was looking for, apparently at some point I forgot what the point of all that was. What’s even more interesting to me is, I never really stopped being mean to people. I think I toned it down a bit when I no longer had any specific goal in mind, but part of it seemed to stick.
There’s not really any point to this post other than looking back and realizing how weird this whole thing turned out.
Dear Diary
Day 1
Dear Diary,
Today I checked Pfhorums as usual. There wasn’t much to see there. As usual lately. I mean, Moppypuppy got all huffy about his stupid topic (the one about the video, good God). There’s also a new scenario announcement: “lolnova.” It’s a joke scenario; whether the creators realize this or not is the only question in my mind.
ESB is getting some new adrenaline shot through its shriveled balls: some guy named “Godot” showed up. I swear something like this happened on Pfhorums two years ago… However, this Godot claims to be Hamish. I wouldn’t be surprised if it was just ukimalefu posting more of his redundant crap so ESB never dies. We were so close, too…
Day 2
Dear Diary,
I thought about things a little yesterday, and I just realized I haven’t played at all in a month or two. The nights just after my router replacement were joyous, full of netgames. I think I hosted a hundred within a couple of weeks. It was a new leaf for me, after the many months of non-gaming. Things were looking up.
Then what? I got drawn back into the CLIQUE meta-game. And I like it. I’ve got some comments from outsiders on JFO now, which might be because of the recent Pfhorums outage. I think I like the people here better than I like the game itself, if you can believe that. Why play at all?
Day 3
Dear Diary,
#alephone lately has been mainly join/part messages and discussion about Smithy. Don’t get me wrong; Smithy is a great program that will add new life to Marathon. It’s just a few years too late for me. I talk a lot about this program and others, but I need to face the reality that I’m not planning on mapping ever again. Sure, I might make a level occasionally, but I think everyone agrees that my heyday was over by the time I started Pelikan. It’s another case of learned behavior: making a fuss out of Marathon when I have almost nothing to do with it any more. Why bother?
Day 4
Dear Diary,
I launched the 4GET MARARTHON campaign. Some might ask why, and I will answer them in the privacy of this journal: for me and for Wolfy. Both of us have things we want to accomplish that became twisted and unrecognizable at some point in the last four years. I want to write, and my prose lately has taken me to new and frightening places, causing me to draw unforeseen conclusions about myself. Treellama went to school for his music, a noble goal. We both need to forget Marathon. There’s a word other have used in the past for the act of forgetting the game, but I don’t dare utter it just yet.
Day 5
Dear Diary,
4GET has already produced fruit. I wrote more in Earth Mother. Wolfy finished a song he began months ago. There’s not much of a choice now.
Now
loch
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